Freedom and Victory in Surrender
By Carl Kimbro, Fellowship Bible Church Rogers Celebrate Recovery Devotional Team writer, 3/11/20
Let's pray this prayer together:
I
love history, and I love studying World War II. Wars
are fought for various reasons, but the goal is always the same…victory. No one
goes to war hoping to surrender. In war, victory and surrender couldn’t be more
opposite. Surrender is seen as weak, victory as strong. Surrender means failure,
while victory is the sought-after prize.
This definition of victory and surrender was
what I brought with me into recovery. The idea of freedom and victory in surrender didn’t seem possible. How can
submitting to anything bring freedom and victory? Human nature says don’t ask
for help because that’s a sign of weakness. I got myself into this situation,
so I need to get myself out, too.
Besides, God wouldn’t help me even if I asked. He has heard me promise to quit living
in my sin and seen me break my promises so often, He has probably given up on
me. He’s waiting for me to get my act together before He will forgive me. I was trying to fight the war on my
own power, and I didn’t want to give up. For
me to believe the truth of freedom in surrender, I had to first fall back on my
acceptance of the first three
principles:
Principle 1
Realize I am not God, admit that I’m powerless
to control my tendency to do the wrong thing, and my life is unmanageable.
I can’t fix myself, only God can, because He has the power to do so. I had
to admit that I was controlled by my sin. Doing so meant I had to surrender my
will to God.
Principle 2
Earnestly believe that God exists, that I
matter to Him, and that He has the power to help me recover.
I believed God existed, and that He could
help me. But I didn’t think He would, because in my mind I had to be a
disappointment to Him. But the more I learned in Celebrate Recovery, the more I
understood that God did care for me. If I confessed my sins, He would forgive
me and help me resist temptation in the future. Fully embracing principle two in
conjunction with principle one really helped me live out principle three.
Principle 3
Consciously choose to commit all my life and
will to Christ’s care and control.
When I accepted that I mattered to God and He
loved me, I was able to see the need to surrender my life to Him. Putting God in
control meant trusting Him for the outcome of any situation. That was no easy
task. But when I sought Him in the bible and in prayer, I saw God as the loving
father He is. He hated my sin, but He loved me. I surrendered my life and my
sin to him, but this time surrender didn’t feel like defeat, it felt like victory!
For the first time in a long time, sin did not control me. I had found freedom
in surrender!
God, thank you for this reminder today, that there really
is freedom and victory in surrendering to your power to help me recover from
life’s hurts, hang-up’s, and habits. I
choose today to commit all of my life to your care and control. Amen.
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