Chariots of Fire
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By Kareena Holloway, Fellowship Bible Church NWA, CR Encourager Coach, September 27, 2017 "In my distress I called to the LORD; I cried to my God for help. From his temple he heard my voice; my cry came before him, into his ears." Psalm 18:6 In the first weeks into my recovery, I was having one of many gut-wrenching conversations which needed to be had with my husband. It was all very raw at that time. Seeing clearly what I had done and how I had hurt my family was so much to bear and I found myself in one of a series of anxiety attacks. This wasn't something where I could just say "I'm sorry" and move on with life. I had broken TRUST in my marriage. My panic came from the thinking that I had to figure this out..I had to come up with some way in which I could rebuild who I was. All I could see was the enemy closing in on all sides. I didn't know what to do. I was afraid, and more than anything, I just wante